It's been a long day. It sit, in my king sized bed, in my house, in my small city on the outskirts of SLC UT. It's unusually quiet in my home right now even for the midnight hour. We don't sleep a lot around here and I see no problem with it. However, my very LDS neighbor once said to me "We sleep at night, you guys don't." but whatever. Yes we are different, so what?
I'm in an odd mood. Pondering life, love, and everything in between. I just finished up a huge project I was leading for work. I'm emotionally drained for the day. Probaly why these random heavy thoughts are pouring into the gutted pit left in my brain.
Recently there has been a lot of drama in my family life involving my sister. She has many things going on in her life that are difficult to deal with. And the result is that she has pretty much turned into a mean back-stabbing beotch, to put it most delicately. And it hurts me. I do love her still, but this last fiasco really dug deep. So, I have come up with a way to successfully avoid her at every future family event for the rest of my life. I know, I know, I am being SUPER MATURE. I am stellar at avoiding dealing with issues.
Right this second, I still lay here, in my bed. In Utah. It's a superb summer night. There are pieces of my life that are missing. However, I am not really in much of a hurry to go and find them. I will probably just brush my teeth and watch a so-so Sandra Bullock movie on TV and fall asleep.
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